Monday, May 2, 2016
One of the things that is most difficult to get over is the guilt I feel every time I cannot keep up with an obligation. The days when I am good I am so full of hope and promise. But the days when I am not top of my brain; when the head hurts, the ear hurts, the feedback and the dizzy spells are present I am still struggling to just forget the tasks and rest. Just rest.
Why do I feel guilty to be down? Why do I feel like I am doing something wrong whenever I get an episode? Why do I feel I am failing the people around me?
I wonder how many people with the condition go through the same thoughts.