Maybe.....


I've been thinking...which is a highly dangerous thing for me to do.... maybe I have unrealistic

expectations?

I mean I firmly believe that I deserve to be handed a ton load of money at no charge. Who Else deserves to have her dreams come true than me.....does that make me self centered?

The MORE VINO thing was an eye opener..I think more people came for the music than the art. The music was great...the highlight of the show was seeing Ian's rendition of " Like a Virgin".....and I did get in some good conversation about the work. But something was lacking... I expected Marsha and I to be the center of attention......we weren't.

I expected more people from my Facebook group to come.....they didn't .

And I expected to sell a few....I didn't..........

Hmmm....I seem to be struggling with this.....and I know I will for a while.

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Anonymous said…
My heart goes out to you Samantha, I had an open Studio this year and found myself looking out of a window wondering, Where the hell is everyone?
I actually went to your show a little early and I left with a lot of pink on my mind...though i found the work to be beautiful and uplifting.